Stuck At A Red Light

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 08:46:34 GMT

So there are quite a few people i owe apologies to for this week.

I am so sorry to all that i havent been around this past week. I really needed time for myself to figure soem stuff out and i cant believe i let all this whole week go without soending much needed time with many people.

Ashley Williams, Ashley Johnson,Alli Brookstein-I am so sorry!!!!!...please forgive me i will call all of you!

Jutin Pease-I really need to call you-I am so sorry for losing touch!

OOOO AND I GOT A MYSPACE SO ADD ME TO UR FIRENDS LIST AND FACEBOOK IF YOU HAVE IT!

again i am so sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahhhhhhhh key westtttttttttttttttt

Tue, 17 May 2005 12:40:33 GMT

The only word that can describe this past weekend in Key West was amazing. Our hotel was beautiful..our room had a balcony overlooking the beach and was just so pretty. To sum it up... duval street, a crazy drunken night hanging out with cute coast gaurds,parasailing, and allison cabay made it so crazy and fun!!!...ahhh im still on a high from this past weekend..sooo much fun!!!

Wed, 04 May 2005 01:57:44 GMT

Reply with your name and I'll tell you something I adore about you.
Then if you can, copy and paste this into your own journal.

Tue, 29 Mar 2005 03:26:58 GMT

I AM SO FED UP WITH BOYSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

.................AND PARENTS

..........................

AND SHITTY FRIENDSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

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AND CURFEWS...

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AND FUCKING HIGH SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 MONTHS TILL GRADUATION..IF U ASK ME THOSE R 2 MONTHS 2 LONG!

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 02:49:16 GMT

life is just so confusing right now. Things are changing, people are changing, im changing.

and it is scary...very scary

its amazing how much everyone has grown up.

break is here..its our last spring break of high school...i want to hang out with everyone possible and make it amazing.

<3

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 01:40:44 GMT

Joshua Rosen,

i am so glad i got to see you today. Even though i doubt you will read this...Take care of yourself. Wear the hat and bra LOL knowing that I will think about you all the time and be safe. You are a wonderful perosn and i know that you will succeed in every endeavor you come across.

I LOVE YOU AND SO DOES ALLISON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After we saw you today, allison and I went to the beach in the spot that you, tyler, and us always went to and reminisced. We also cried thinking thAt the nExt time we see you will be in a year and a half..maybe more? WE WILL MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!

Love,
Jamie

OOOOO AND DONT FORGET TO RAED MY LETTER!!!!!!!!!!!!

SAVE A HORSE RIDE A COWBOY

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 03:07:43 GMT

I GOT A CAR TODAY..IT IS A MAZDA SIX AND I AM IN LOVE!!!

CALL ME IF U WANNA RIDE! WOOOOOOO

IM GONNA NAME HER JANUARY BECAUSE GOOD THINGS HAPPEN IN JANUARY:

1. TURNED 18
2. GETTING INTO COLLEGE
3. JOSH CAME HOME FROM BOOTCAMP SAFELY
4. NY TRIP
5. CHILLI COOKOFF
6. ASHLEY J BECAME AN AUNT
7. NOW I HAVE A CAR THAT I CONTRIBUTED TO AND CAN LEAVE MY DAD'S ALONE!!!!!!!!

Yet there still is one thing that January did not bring but who knows there is always Febuary!!!

Fri, 28 Jan 2005 22:14:14 GMT

HOLY SHIT..I GOT INTO UF!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

THE BIG APPLE

Tue, 28 Dec 2004 20:05:28 GMT

WELL TOMMOROW ALLISON CABAY AND I ARE OFF TO NEW YORK CITY FOR FIVE AMAZING DAYSSSSSSSSS!!!!!

For all those that said we would never get there...fuck you..were going!!!!!!!!!!!

list of stuff to do:
1. actually make it into the city..taxi cab and all
2. go shopping
3. go everywear there is to go in NYC
4. see a broadway show
5. go see a concert/get into a club in New York
6. get extremly wasted on New Years
7. MEET HOT NEW YORK BOYSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
8. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

BYE PEOPLE...SEE YOU WHEN WE GET BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG IN LESS THAN 24 HOURS..ALLIOSN AND I WILL BE IN MANHATTEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

HERES TO THE CUBAN GIRL WWITH THE BANNA IN HER HAND

Fri, 24 Dec 2004 05:59:42 GMT

I NEED A FUCKIN LATER CURFEW

THIS SUCKS

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

sadhsjdhjwsfkdjfkdjfekjffkdjfkjakshafjsnfdjvhedflekfldfjdkjcdjvkdufldkfdkf

LIL ALI IS A PIMP..ALL THE BOYS WANT HERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...
NO FAIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!-heres to cuban girls with bannas in their hand..that guy was strange.

BIG AL SOLD ME OUT..NIGGA WHY U GOTTA PLAY ME LIKE THAT!!!..SHOOOO U SHOULD HAVE BEEN LIKE ILL GO WITH U CASE UR HOTTER THAN CUTE BOYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS..BITCH
J/K I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU..BUT WE COULD HAVE HAD BIG MASSIVE PASSIONATE SEX..I GUESS U MISSED OUT.

ashley thinks i am amazing and our love is greater than a big penis!

justin-u can come over my house!

i wish i was at the beach right now with a hot cuban drunk girl and a sexy hoe but no i am here feeling sry for myslef that i am not drunk with them
...pshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..this blowssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

U KNOW WHAT 3 MORE DAYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS...TILL PURE HAPPINESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OOO AND ASHLEY MY PRESENT BETTER BE GOOD CAUSE URS IS AMAZING IF I DO SAY SO MYSLEF.TOTAL 80'S MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!

TOMM I BUYING MYSELF A FREAKIN PANCAKE!

the places that you've come to fear the most.

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 01:59:38 GMT

WHO STOLE THE COOKIES FORM THE COOKIE JAR?

i never write in this thing ne more so i decided to revisit it.
hello people.
well it is half way through the year and it is really scary to think that in just a few months all our lives are going to drastically change. Congrats to all who got into Uf early decision or wherever u got into already!..must be nice...i need to find out about some schools already because i am driving myself crazy..its my fault thou for being so lazy..i just applied to most of my schools and my rec forms and transcripts are about to be sent..ahhhhhhhh!

Enough about that shit.

School is endlessly being dragged on and i have become a master at skipping school. I even got a nice form from guidance informing me of my excessive absences resulting in possible academic failure!...well needless to say i am not failing..so guidance can kiss my ass..although i do need to bring up my grades.

Friends are also somewhere between good and okay lol..This year has been wierd with balancing friends though...not many people have been getting a long plus between friends in different groups and schols and all that crap..its hard to see everyone latly! Lets hang out!

Everything in my family is about to change..the optomistic side of me says its for the best but the other more negative side which i can admit shows its self more than the posituve has trouble dealing with change especially with something that has been so consitent my whole ligfe.

Jingle Ball was amazing soo much fun...Omg it was fun..justin got milk?..okay sry..i didnt mean too
Debate has been keeping me busy...winning at most tournaments..okay I know im a dork..but i want to work harder at it so I can be amaizng! haha

What else can I say but happy hanukah!!!

ooo if someone knows a hot eskimo please send him my way for x-mas!

p.s. IF YOU READ THIS, I LOVE YOU CAUSE ITS REALLY LONG!

Fri, 01 Oct 2004 02:21:27 GMT

GO KERRY! GO KERRY! GO!

Fri, 01 Oct 2004 02:20:05 GMT

GO KERRY! GO KERRY! GO!

Mon, 06 Sep 2004 20:48:41 GMT

NO SCHOOL TOMM..FUCK YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

be safeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Fri, 03 Sep 2004 20:02:50 GMT

well my dads making me wrap up all the computers now in plastic..everyone be safe!!!!..i love u!!!!!!!!

oo and last night was soo fun...in case i die in a hurricane..at least i can say i partied it up the night b4! hahah

oooo and allison cabay, my lovely fiance, call meeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!

FOOD FOR THOUGHT

Wed, 25 Aug 2004 23:40:25 GMT

I wanna get the fuck out and go on a road trip..whos with me?

someone asked me today if i still want to become an eskimo..and the answer is yes..eskimos are very sexy. So if u find one..send him in my diection..thanx

Someone in the mall thought me and Allison Cabay looked alike and were sisters..WTF?

oooo and I love you-yes you!

six days closer to graduation

Mon, 23 Aug 2004 22:12:46 GMT

I'm waiting for something amazing to happen..somethimg special..something that I can be completly passionate about...

I'm getting impatient lol

<33333333333

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Wed, 11 Aug 2004 15:16:09 GMT

1. AP government/Economics
2. AP psycology
3. Debate 3 honors
4. AP English Literature
5. AP Environmental Science
6. International Relations Honors
7.Keyboarding/ Buissness skills-ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

ANYONE HAVE ANYTHING WITH ME?

ooo snap..watch your back

Thu, 05 Aug 2004 22:40:18 GMT

WHAT COMES AROUND GOES AROUND..IT MUST SUCK TO BE YOU RIGHT NOW!

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 03:30:53 GMT

what if it doesnt get better?
what if this is an endless cycle of shit and all this is for nothing?

summer so far

Wed, 14 Jul 2004 22:41:03 GMT

Since I have just gotten the complaint form ashley williams that i never update anymore..i will make this update for her.

hey lj peopleeeeeeeee
my life is considerably dull..it consists of waking up early , going to camp..when i get there i go over the same eight dances that the kids will never get right hour after hour five times a week..the big show is next week...a very unenthusiatic wooo. on another note this strange little kid today told me that when i shake my butt in the beginning of the dance it turns him on..wierd!
My social life has had its ups and downs..it has consisted of this...
a few druken nights..going away on a disastorous trip 4th of july with ashley..read her lj for more details..dancing on tables at opas..many sleepovers at allisons..a few nights on the beach..alot of pool games and many many nights with nothing to do!

My parents are driving me absolutly crazy. I will never fufill their endless expectations for me..they expect me to have all my college resumes and applications done already and are already harping on me about all my AP eng work. I dont know where i want to go yet so how can i start with these applications. I used to have my whole life mapped out but now with eveyrthing so different all my goals seemed to have slipped away. My dream is to go out of state to college like maybe University fo Maryland Or GW. But ill prob end up in Flordia at Ucf or Uf or something like that.

I also have come to the conclusion that I am afraid of change. I hate it. I wonder if its becasue i am so insecure with myself, my friends, my family, guys..just about every aspect of my life.
I wish i had more confidence to open up and let people know how i really feel. I come off as this incredibly ditzy happy person most of the time yet there is so much more that I want people to see. I cant even count the number of people on one hand that I truly have opened up to and truly like me for who i am. I wish there were more people that i can get closer to but its just really hard for me for some reason. A really good friend of mine the other day was talking about how since I do not get alot of closeness in my family and my parents rarely show affection toward eachother or me that i find it hard to show affection for others too..i think this might be right but maybe i am being to melodramtic or overanalyizing myslef which i often do.

THIS WAY TO LONG! HOLY SHIT!

LAST QUESTION..IF YOU COULD GO NEWHERE IN THE WORLD..WHERE WOULD YOU GO?

blah.

Sat, 05 Jun 2004 04:56:45 GMT

this week has been one of the strangest of my entire life...i love hearing all the wonderful things that have been said about me...my life really isnt that exciting..promise..so shut the fuck up..as allison cabay would say "what the hell man" haha

summerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr is almost here...wooooooooooooooooooooo

today i sat on a roof..it was interesting

If a cow laughed, would milk come out her nose?

r u 17??????????????

Tue, 25 May 2004 19:51:34 GMT

HAPPPPPPYY bIRTHDAY TO THE LOVE OF MY LIFE ASHLEY MARIE WILLIAMS....(aka..animal)

ALSO HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO ASHLEY W. AND ALLISON HAHAH WOOOOOO..FRIDAYS TOMM..LETS KEEP THE TRADITION ROLLING

also another happy birthday To NINAAAAAAA

wow so may b-days this past month or two..
there was allisons and tylers

next is Joey's and ASHLEY J

ahhh happy happy birthday to all lol

I need something exciting to happen..my life is becoming to routine and boring

word to yo mama
peace yo.

p.s..im hyper.

Wed, 12 May 2004 21:40:58 GMT

DO BLIND PEOPLE SEE IN THEIR DREAMS?

Sat, 08 May 2004 03:17:15 GMT

i am forgotten.